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Many people have commented that to state personal feelings in blogs and online is really not the wisest thing to do but, other than this medium, some people do not have much avenue to go to as, friends and anyone you know can really get sick of listening to the same stuff again and again and again.... to the point they are not listening and just entertaining you man.
By typing it all out, it is in the hope that the typist and the blogger will feel better when the task is completed.
There are times, especially when I am alone and whenever I am on leave, I tend to think of many things and stuff that has happened in my life recently or not too long ago and, even things which has really taken place a long time ago. Yeah, I like to reminise about the past too haha... Who can fault me for this as it is what I am and I do not like to hide this and that. For the fear of being hurt, you keep all inside and in the end, you are the BIGGEST LOSER as you will be so paranoid that you do not trust anyone anymore till one day you get into slight depression and into FULL BLOWN DEPRESSION aka clinical depression.
Yupz, I do have my fair share of unhappiness too. Disappointment included. Things like asking someone I fancy out ah... haiz... really...sucks.... You hope for positive reply, wait and wait for the reply if no reply to your question, and all the hope, waiting and anticipation of a positive reply goes into overdrive and, that's when reality hits hard on you in the end when the reply comes back, a NEGATIVE reply.
Been trying so many times with different types of tactics by good friends and well-wishers alike. What worked for them did not work for me after a while man.
This leads me to conclude one thing: LOOKS R REALLY EVERYTHING IN LIFE!!
You look pretty, cute or handsome, cool and suave, everyone wants to be your friend. It is really the truth and I dare to put my head on the chopping board that inside every person, there is a need to look for the BEST LOOKING PERSON on earth to be with and copulate too. LAW OF NATURE WORKS THIS WAY.
So what happens to the average looking person like me and many others alike? We are the ones who people always jokingly says,"take the leftovers lor".
Tried to dispell this line stated above for almost 10 years of my life but in the end, the determination to prove this long-standing truth is waning and there is not much energy in me to continue this already.
The people I know and am surrounded by, all proves these 2 points, LOOKS FIRST. CHARACTER IS SECONDARY.
How else can you ever put your finger to any reason why there are still so many people hanging on to a relationship whereby there is no future and for most cases, the guy treats the girl worse than rubbish and she still hangs on to him?
The reason is simple, LOOKS LAH!!!!!! U see lor, many are the handsome ones mah. I have not come across a guy who is so average looking and the girl still steadfastly sticks to him when he treats her like shit lor.
Prove this pointer to me that the girl will let go once the handsome bastardly guy treats her like shit and please let people know, else, otherwise proven wrong, this line is correct.
Everyone likes to say, WAIT FOR FATE LAH, YOUR TIME WILL COME LAH, UR CHANCE WILL COME LAH, pls lah!!!!
Those who say all these are either: (1) Happily married, (2) In a relationship
And those who are always perpetually in a relationship aka relationship-hopper.
Pls leh, you all get into relationships so easily you do not understand nor will you all be able to sympathise with us folks who do EVERYTHING RIGHT but then still am single ok!!!!
How to wait for fate man? You tel me, if you like this girl and she is single and not in a relationship, you think wait n do nothing at all there will be attraction and chemistry meh? Only in romantic shows then will happen onli lah. Real life must do something then can one.
Keep motivating myself that those so-called time will come lah, my turn will come lah and i do not much and when i did so many thigns, wat the heck man, yah, i told myself as long as the girl is happy, i will be even if i do not win her heart but really lah, who the hell can say so coolly and behave like I-dun-give-a-damn attitude when things do not become positive man.
Even the toughest of the guys I know oso can breakdown and become another person so who is to sae tat it doesn't matter at all.
Hack man... I should juz do my own stuff and juz give up on this. YA right. When the mind thinks this way, can we as earthly and creatures on earth with built-in emotions and feelings stop the feeling of being attracted to the opposite gender at all?
HARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
By typing it all out, it is in the hope that the typist and the blogger will feel better when the task is completed.
There are times, especially when I am alone and whenever I am on leave, I tend to think of many things and stuff that has happened in my life recently or not too long ago and, even things which has really taken place a long time ago. Yeah, I like to reminise about the past too haha... Who can fault me for this as it is what I am and I do not like to hide this and that. For the fear of being hurt, you keep all inside and in the end, you are the BIGGEST LOSER as you will be so paranoid that you do not trust anyone anymore till one day you get into slight depression and into FULL BLOWN DEPRESSION aka clinical depression.
Yupz, I do have my fair share of unhappiness too. Disappointment included. Things like asking someone I fancy out ah... haiz... really...sucks.... You hope for positive reply, wait and wait for the reply if no reply to your question, and all the hope, waiting and anticipation of a positive reply goes into overdrive and, that's when reality hits hard on you in the end when the reply comes back, a NEGATIVE reply.
Been trying so many times with different types of tactics by good friends and well-wishers alike. What worked for them did not work for me after a while man.
This leads me to conclude one thing: LOOKS R REALLY EVERYTHING IN LIFE!!
You look pretty, cute or handsome, cool and suave, everyone wants to be your friend. It is really the truth and I dare to put my head on the chopping board that inside every person, there is a need to look for the BEST LOOKING PERSON on earth to be with and copulate too. LAW OF NATURE WORKS THIS WAY.
So what happens to the average looking person like me and many others alike? We are the ones who people always jokingly says,"take the leftovers lor".
Tried to dispell this line stated above for almost 10 years of my life but in the end, the determination to prove this long-standing truth is waning and there is not much energy in me to continue this already.
The people I know and am surrounded by, all proves these 2 points, LOOKS FIRST. CHARACTER IS SECONDARY.
How else can you ever put your finger to any reason why there are still so many people hanging on to a relationship whereby there is no future and for most cases, the guy treats the girl worse than rubbish and she still hangs on to him?
The reason is simple, LOOKS LAH!!!!!! U see lor, many are the handsome ones mah. I have not come across a guy who is so average looking and the girl still steadfastly sticks to him when he treats her like shit lor.
Prove this pointer to me that the girl will let go once the handsome bastardly guy treats her like shit and please let people know, else, otherwise proven wrong, this line is correct.
Everyone likes to say, WAIT FOR FATE LAH, YOUR TIME WILL COME LAH, UR CHANCE WILL COME LAH, pls lah!!!!
Those who say all these are either: (1) Happily married, (2) In a relationship
And those who are always perpetually in a relationship aka relationship-hopper.
Pls leh, you all get into relationships so easily you do not understand nor will you all be able to sympathise with us folks who do EVERYTHING RIGHT but then still am single ok!!!!
How to wait for fate man? You tel me, if you like this girl and she is single and not in a relationship, you think wait n do nothing at all there will be attraction and chemistry meh? Only in romantic shows then will happen onli lah. Real life must do something then can one.
Keep motivating myself that those so-called time will come lah, my turn will come lah and i do not much and when i did so many thigns, wat the heck man, yah, i told myself as long as the girl is happy, i will be even if i do not win her heart but really lah, who the hell can say so coolly and behave like I-dun-give-a-damn attitude when things do not become positive man.
Even the toughest of the guys I know oso can breakdown and become another person so who is to sae tat it doesn't matter at all.
Hack man... I should juz do my own stuff and juz give up on this. YA right. When the mind thinks this way, can we as earthly and creatures on earth with built-in emotions and feelings stop the feeling of being attracted to the opposite gender at all?
HARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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