lousy week
This week, at the beginning of the week, I did my retest. Then today, or rather, yesterday, there was another test. I studied very hard for it man but, things did not turn out the way I wan it to be. Instead, I failed. That was not half as bad as knowing that in a class of 20, you are the only one who failed, notwithstanding the fact that there are other failures in the next class.
Due to these 2 incidents of my having to retake my past 2 tests, i am seriously considering the phrase, "you ripe wat you sow". I am starting to have my doubts in this kind of phrase. Reason being, I studied hard for the test, and voila! I still flunked this man.
If things dun get worse than this, consider this. Whenever I am free, none of my friends are. I am seriously considering not asking anyone of my friends out anymore, regardless of it being to catch a movie or to play soccer anymore. Maybe I am pissed off, maybe my mood when I am writing this blog is lousy, watever the reason can be.
Lastly, why do ppl always have comments on other ppl's behaviour when they should really assess their own? Seriously ask yourself this. The world is so chaotic and you can give this chaotic credit to humans who loves nothing more than to make lives miserable for those around them, whether big or small. I am sure that everyone has some of this type of so-called friends around them. I guess I am juz plain unlucky to have much more than others.
Or, I should juz shuddup and hack care everyone since everyone i know seems to find me too noisy for their comfort. Humans are never easy to pls and I hope that anyone reading this knows this fact for sure. Those who are termed "good" by their circle of friends are generally those who either are used by them so often that they see it as a norm liao. Or, they are those who are quiet and dun give any comments.
I should try to be like the latter group. No one I know seems to deserve the care and concern I can give to my friends cause after years of being pushed around, being made use of, being insulted, being put down, I should learn how to be more selfish right. Too bad for those who know me now in this stage of my life. The new Kenny Tan is no longer the old Kenny Tan of the past.
Due to these 2 incidents of my having to retake my past 2 tests, i am seriously considering the phrase, "you ripe wat you sow". I am starting to have my doubts in this kind of phrase. Reason being, I studied hard for the test, and voila! I still flunked this man.
If things dun get worse than this, consider this. Whenever I am free, none of my friends are. I am seriously considering not asking anyone of my friends out anymore, regardless of it being to catch a movie or to play soccer anymore. Maybe I am pissed off, maybe my mood when I am writing this blog is lousy, watever the reason can be.
Lastly, why do ppl always have comments on other ppl's behaviour when they should really assess their own? Seriously ask yourself this. The world is so chaotic and you can give this chaotic credit to humans who loves nothing more than to make lives miserable for those around them, whether big or small. I am sure that everyone has some of this type of so-called friends around them. I guess I am juz plain unlucky to have much more than others.
Or, I should juz shuddup and hack care everyone since everyone i know seems to find me too noisy for their comfort. Humans are never easy to pls and I hope that anyone reading this knows this fact for sure. Those who are termed "good" by their circle of friends are generally those who either are used by them so often that they see it as a norm liao. Or, they are those who are quiet and dun give any comments.
I should try to be like the latter group. No one I know seems to deserve the care and concern I can give to my friends cause after years of being pushed around, being made use of, being insulted, being put down, I should learn how to be more selfish right. Too bad for those who know me now in this stage of my life. The new Kenny Tan is no longer the old Kenny Tan of the past.
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