Deeper Meaning To Being 21?
In recent weeks, I dare say that my confidence has taken a beating man. Morale was also at an all time low since enlistment day last year. Then, this week, had a conversation with my sqn training IC, Staff Ang. Well, though I might not agree with some of the things he sae, but, overall, it does have an impact on me. In less than 2 days, I got back my confidence. No, it is not that he gave me a peck up call or wat. Rather, it is the motivation of doing wat he does best and trying to influence people around him with him enthusiasm.
From his talks, there seems to be some issues that I really have to iron out before it becomes a norm and when the time comes when I will might become resistant to changes. Changes to myself, changes to my attitude, changes to how i view things and when is the right time to speak.
I am overtly gegarious at times and easily excited at some stuff. Guess it is due to the nature of me being too open and friendly at inappropiate times. This can be easily ironed out.
Now, next point that I have to change 'bout myself. Speech. What should be said and to say with some thinking first will be good. This is the point that I have been unable to change though I dare sae tat I have been successful for a brief period of time due to the fact that I was wooing someone that time.
Hmm... Always thought that from the age of 21, entering the adult world means that we have to be more responsible for our thoughts and actions. Too general! There should be some plans for the near future too. Haiz.... The perils of being an adult. Teenage life is the best but no use lamenting about the history and what has been over and done with.
Time to move forward in life. Move forward to change the future using the present. By doing so in this way, I will not look back in the future and have some regrets for not doing some stuff currently. Juz like wat happened to my O lvl results. Never will I let history repeat itself again!
Boleh(Can in Malay)! Kenny Boleh!
From his talks, there seems to be some issues that I really have to iron out before it becomes a norm and when the time comes when I will might become resistant to changes. Changes to myself, changes to my attitude, changes to how i view things and when is the right time to speak.
I am overtly gegarious at times and easily excited at some stuff. Guess it is due to the nature of me being too open and friendly at inappropiate times. This can be easily ironed out.
Now, next point that I have to change 'bout myself. Speech. What should be said and to say with some thinking first will be good. This is the point that I have been unable to change though I dare sae tat I have been successful for a brief period of time due to the fact that I was wooing someone that time.
Hmm... Always thought that from the age of 21, entering the adult world means that we have to be more responsible for our thoughts and actions. Too general! There should be some plans for the near future too. Haiz.... The perils of being an adult. Teenage life is the best but no use lamenting about the history and what has been over and done with.
Time to move forward in life. Move forward to change the future using the present. By doing so in this way, I will not look back in the future and have some regrets for not doing some stuff currently. Juz like wat happened to my O lvl results. Never will I let history repeat itself again!
Boleh(Can in Malay)! Kenny Boleh!
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