No Title as title
Been shifted to the armourer side for the past 2 days. Actually, people always complain that the grass is greener on the other side. For me, it is the same. It is how I want to make the situation feel better and how I want to let myself and my mood be.
The few friends who I can really talk things with in the past are now embarking on another type of lifestyle in life such as, furthering studies in the universities, working full time or, lost of contacts as they are too busy with some aspects of their lives and I have no heart to interfere or disrupt their lives. Basically, it can be said that I am someone who waits for friends to look for me than me looking for friends. Those who I seek out, which are few inbetween, are really my closest friends.
Looking at some of my friends' blogs, it makes me wonder why I have not been able to grasp the programming codes as fast or as soon as they do. Here, my blog seems the same as it was last year when I was still in the RSAF Air Force School. Am I lagging behind in this part of technology? I suppose so.
Another 4 more months to ORD but sometimes, it seems like an eternalty and sometimes, I have to tell myself that I am already in that place for a year or more already, so, what's another four months? The fact is that, it is damn troublesome to change clothes here and there. All for this so-called thing called the image of the organisation and it leads to the inconvenience of those who are taking public transport. Some things... so INFLEXIBLE... that... I AM GOING BONKERS!!! LOL.
The few friends who I can really talk things with in the past are now embarking on another type of lifestyle in life such as, furthering studies in the universities, working full time or, lost of contacts as they are too busy with some aspects of their lives and I have no heart to interfere or disrupt their lives. Basically, it can be said that I am someone who waits for friends to look for me than me looking for friends. Those who I seek out, which are few inbetween, are really my closest friends.
Looking at some of my friends' blogs, it makes me wonder why I have not been able to grasp the programming codes as fast or as soon as they do. Here, my blog seems the same as it was last year when I was still in the RSAF Air Force School. Am I lagging behind in this part of technology? I suppose so.
Another 4 more months to ORD but sometimes, it seems like an eternalty and sometimes, I have to tell myself that I am already in that place for a year or more already, so, what's another four months? The fact is that, it is damn troublesome to change clothes here and there. All for this so-called thing called the image of the organisation and it leads to the inconvenience of those who are taking public transport. Some things... so INFLEXIBLE... that... I AM GOING BONKERS!!! LOL.
Comments