ORD in 2 plus mths time
Been serving NS since sept 29, 2004 and all the time, was thinking and hoping that my ORD will come sooner. Well, it is coming quite near already with only less than 3 months left. Come that date, I will be a free civilian again and do what I want and like without so many restrictions. Though I can sae that the restrictions are all good for self discipline too.
Hopefully I will be able to find a job within a month of my ORD date as I have too many payments like insurance, mobile phone bill and my ISP bill to bother with.
Now, the main part. Recently, I think that there are some friends who I have let down due to not being able to stay calm when i was still a teenager during my poly time and just before enlistment. There will always be 2 girls who I feel indebted to, especially to Melissa. The other girl, I shall not name as she is now in a relationship and it does not do anyone good to name her here in the borderless world.
Call this other gal, name her A, and she agreed to lend me her notes. Really feel very lucky to have a friend like her who do not harp on the past. Guess we were too young that time and did not manage to handle the situation properly. In the process, almost lost a really good friend. Although no longer as close to her as last time, the close friendship that I once shared with her was a good experience and can I sae, learnt alot from the experience and it also served as a lesson to handle any kind of relationship better.
One more thing. I should really open my eyes wide and think carefully before I see who I should share emotional and personal thoughts with. Not everyone is so patient and even so, the most patient one will get weary with listening to the somewhat similiar tale abit with different names only.
Approaching 22 already. Shall become even more wiser and street smart.
Hopefully I will be able to find a job within a month of my ORD date as I have too many payments like insurance, mobile phone bill and my ISP bill to bother with.
Now, the main part. Recently, I think that there are some friends who I have let down due to not being able to stay calm when i was still a teenager during my poly time and just before enlistment. There will always be 2 girls who I feel indebted to, especially to Melissa. The other girl, I shall not name as she is now in a relationship and it does not do anyone good to name her here in the borderless world.
Call this other gal, name her A, and she agreed to lend me her notes. Really feel very lucky to have a friend like her who do not harp on the past. Guess we were too young that time and did not manage to handle the situation properly. In the process, almost lost a really good friend. Although no longer as close to her as last time, the close friendship that I once shared with her was a good experience and can I sae, learnt alot from the experience and it also served as a lesson to handle any kind of relationship better.
One more thing. I should really open my eyes wide and think carefully before I see who I should share emotional and personal thoughts with. Not everyone is so patient and even so, the most patient one will get weary with listening to the somewhat similiar tale abit with different names only.
Approaching 22 already. Shall become even more wiser and street smart.
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