Does It Apply To Me Too?
Watched the drama serial, La Femme, on Channel 8 just now while having dinner after work at home. As the show progressed to the end timing of 1 hour daily from Mondays to Fridays, there was this scene in the show which made me sit up and go deep into thought.
The actor was telling the actress in the show that he was tired of waiting for 7 whole years and giving his all, hoping that she will one day change for him and make him her top priority. But, he was naive to think of it happening one day and making him happy if she will ever one day agree to be his lawful wife. He told her he needed some time alone and that they should separate for a while.
Though my life is never as dramatic as this, but, there was and still is this issue in my life that I am still grapping with. The situation is similiar but the main difference is that I am not in a relationship with the girl that I am waiting for which has, till this year, 8 whole years.
Wow! 8 years while waiting for someone to accept your love is quite silly right? Each passing year, I told myself to give up only to do a BIG U-TURN again. Being a little silly too since there are so many available girls out there who might give me and herself a chance to get to know each other better too.
Well, there is no right or wrong but honestly, I am also getting tired of waiting already and am not willing to know more people and make new friends. Time to let go of the feeling and hope that this girl who has been deep inside my heart and inside my thought for so many years, millions of seconds lost hoping against hope which, to say the truth, will never come true.
All I can console myself is that I am still her good friend should she ever need anyone to have lunch with if she ever works nearby my workplace again.
Time to look elsewhere and embrace this line,"if we are meant to be, we will be together no matter where you are and who you are."
The actor was telling the actress in the show that he was tired of waiting for 7 whole years and giving his all, hoping that she will one day change for him and make him her top priority. But, he was naive to think of it happening one day and making him happy if she will ever one day agree to be his lawful wife. He told her he needed some time alone and that they should separate for a while.
Though my life is never as dramatic as this, but, there was and still is this issue in my life that I am still grapping with. The situation is similiar but the main difference is that I am not in a relationship with the girl that I am waiting for which has, till this year, 8 whole years.
Wow! 8 years while waiting for someone to accept your love is quite silly right? Each passing year, I told myself to give up only to do a BIG U-TURN again. Being a little silly too since there are so many available girls out there who might give me and herself a chance to get to know each other better too.
Well, there is no right or wrong but honestly, I am also getting tired of waiting already and am not willing to know more people and make new friends. Time to let go of the feeling and hope that this girl who has been deep inside my heart and inside my thought for so many years, millions of seconds lost hoping against hope which, to say the truth, will never come true.
All I can console myself is that I am still her good friend should she ever need anyone to have lunch with if she ever works nearby my workplace again.
Time to look elsewhere and embrace this line,"if we are meant to be, we will be together no matter where you are and who you are."
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