Questions and Doubts
There have been many questions about a few aspects of my life recently. Most notably, it is about my job prospects and how things are going to take shape and stuff like that which has been on my mind for a couple of months already.
It could be due to the fact that I am now at an age whereby I have to really plan and plan I must and follow the plan with due diligence and preservance too if I am to see it turn into something good. Even if I do not arrive at the goal at the end of the period, I will be assured of having been near there or maybe, I will have really grown alot as a person too.
As for the doubts, it is more to my personal life here. Doubts arising from inert issues like asking someone out really takes alot of out of me even when I can make friends easily. Just do not know why too.
The only reason I can think of till now is it all boils down to self-confidence. As long as I build up more on my self-confidence in that aspect and not think too much even if the event and the thing and situation does not turn out the way I hope it will be, I should be fine too.
My best friend even told me not to think too much about it and another very good friend told me what it also the all-important "mission statement" of many of my upper secondary classmates, which is, "do your best, do your ultimate, leave no room for regrets and at least take heart that you have given your all and done your best so what is there for regrets?"
Having said all the above, it is very easy to sprout out all these words from our mouths and to write them into words as in this blog entry but, the main point which is also the most common one but one which makes alot of sense is, application into the real world and into real situations whenever I am faced with one.
Will continue to do my best and still trying to get the motivation and momentum going for my revision in my studies.
Somehow, I have been quite distracted by a certain event haha..... All said and done and sundry, it is time to be more matured and be more responsible and take more charge of my own life, my actions, my speech, my emotions and how I present myself to the rest of the world.
It could be due to the fact that I am now at an age whereby I have to really plan and plan I must and follow the plan with due diligence and preservance too if I am to see it turn into something good. Even if I do not arrive at the goal at the end of the period, I will be assured of having been near there or maybe, I will have really grown alot as a person too.
As for the doubts, it is more to my personal life here. Doubts arising from inert issues like asking someone out really takes alot of out of me even when I can make friends easily. Just do not know why too.
The only reason I can think of till now is it all boils down to self-confidence. As long as I build up more on my self-confidence in that aspect and not think too much even if the event and the thing and situation does not turn out the way I hope it will be, I should be fine too.
My best friend even told me not to think too much about it and another very good friend told me what it also the all-important "mission statement" of many of my upper secondary classmates, which is, "do your best, do your ultimate, leave no room for regrets and at least take heart that you have given your all and done your best so what is there for regrets?"
Having said all the above, it is very easy to sprout out all these words from our mouths and to write them into words as in this blog entry but, the main point which is also the most common one but one which makes alot of sense is, application into the real world and into real situations whenever I am faced with one.
Will continue to do my best and still trying to get the motivation and momentum going for my revision in my studies.
Somehow, I have been quite distracted by a certain event haha..... All said and done and sundry, it is time to be more matured and be more responsible and take more charge of my own life, my actions, my speech, my emotions and how I present myself to the rest of the world.
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