Time For Emo!!!
Was on leave the past week and mymymy, does time really pass by just when you are really enjoying the slack feeling and no-stress and having nonchalance feeling towards everything in front of you, reality strikes back hard and fast.
God knows why every now and then my emotions within goes into disarray man. Maybe it is being alone at home and having too many ongoings and happenings whenever I am at work, suddenly, when I am on leave, I feel so lost and like there is nothing to do man.
Ya ya ya... I should do the LOGICAL thing and revise for my exams and my prelims which are round the corner. How much can I study man in a day when I still have other things to do like procrastinating, day-dreaming, thinking of what to do and of course, catching up on "lost sleep and lost time for personal things" LOL.. which adds up and the time of 24hours a day really is not enough man.
Translate that into minutes or even seconds and you can see that I have really wasted alot of time doing nothing at all.
Should I just prioritise my stuff and just concentrate on what is within my control and tangible?
I think I should man for a guy who is coming to be 25 years of age this year and of course, I cannot be still having so many emotional upheaval every now and then. It does not bold well for my maturity and I should behave more discreetly and display and show more maturity in my actions and speech and behaviour too.
Old habits die hard and habits, behaviour which are embedded inside me for the past god-knows-how-many-years stuff really need alot of time to be able to bring about change.
Another concern in my life which has been bugging me and it has also bugged many single guys I know. I shall just put it in a straight-forward manner here and declare HONESTLY that yeah, we all hope and wish to have a girlfriend year in and year out and of course, for every year which we are single, we keep hoping that before the end of the year or even the next year, fate and cupid will really help us man.
Do something about it but do it the right way oso never helps lei like in my case. Well, all my good friends who ever heard of this long-standing problem always all the sae the same god-damn old line which has been repeated so many times I think the number of times they said hor, put side by side the words, can reach the end of the universe and back,"Wait For Fate, Wait for your turn, your turn will come."
Cannot be bothered to wait le. Tried asking liao n after a couple of times, the gal always just dun wanna catch up lei. I oso dunno why. Being yourself is such a chore when it comes to dating man.
You be yourself, they think IS IT YOU. You behave like the rest of the pack and you lose. Chemistry oso need someone to do something to ignite one mah right. Since when did we ever go to a science experiment class for Chemistry, Biology or even Physics and reaction will happen without us, the experimenter, doing someting to ingnite the reaction right?
The same goes for the ting called FATE. Someone, a party, must really do something to make anything happen wat right.
Ok, end of my holiday le. Tomorrow go back work liao. MING TIAN HUI GENG HAO!!!
God knows why every now and then my emotions within goes into disarray man. Maybe it is being alone at home and having too many ongoings and happenings whenever I am at work, suddenly, when I am on leave, I feel so lost and like there is nothing to do man.
Ya ya ya... I should do the LOGICAL thing and revise for my exams and my prelims which are round the corner. How much can I study man in a day when I still have other things to do like procrastinating, day-dreaming, thinking of what to do and of course, catching up on "lost sleep and lost time for personal things" LOL.. which adds up and the time of 24hours a day really is not enough man.
Translate that into minutes or even seconds and you can see that I have really wasted alot of time doing nothing at all.
Should I just prioritise my stuff and just concentrate on what is within my control and tangible?
I think I should man for a guy who is coming to be 25 years of age this year and of course, I cannot be still having so many emotional upheaval every now and then. It does not bold well for my maturity and I should behave more discreetly and display and show more maturity in my actions and speech and behaviour too.
Old habits die hard and habits, behaviour which are embedded inside me for the past god-knows-how-many-years stuff really need alot of time to be able to bring about change.
Another concern in my life which has been bugging me and it has also bugged many single guys I know. I shall just put it in a straight-forward manner here and declare HONESTLY that yeah, we all hope and wish to have a girlfriend year in and year out and of course, for every year which we are single, we keep hoping that before the end of the year or even the next year, fate and cupid will really help us man.
Do something about it but do it the right way oso never helps lei like in my case. Well, all my good friends who ever heard of this long-standing problem always all the sae the same god-damn old line which has been repeated so many times I think the number of times they said hor, put side by side the words, can reach the end of the universe and back,"Wait For Fate, Wait for your turn, your turn will come."
Cannot be bothered to wait le. Tried asking liao n after a couple of times, the gal always just dun wanna catch up lei. I oso dunno why. Being yourself is such a chore when it comes to dating man.
You be yourself, they think IS IT YOU. You behave like the rest of the pack and you lose. Chemistry oso need someone to do something to ignite one mah right. Since when did we ever go to a science experiment class for Chemistry, Biology or even Physics and reaction will happen without us, the experimenter, doing someting to ingnite the reaction right?
The same goes for the ting called FATE. Someone, a party, must really do something to make anything happen wat right.
Ok, end of my holiday le. Tomorrow go back work liao. MING TIAN HUI GENG HAO!!!
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